You have to be courageous and bold enough to have nothing over and over again...So when you have something you’ll know how to listen and appreciate it over and over again until it is time to let it go.
I learned to hide my pain in her, because all the negativity, all the horrible emotions I felt. I knew people couldn’t be trusted. I knew people did not want to see me, or my pain. So I used her. I buried it all in her. I locked it in. Which is why when she comes out to play, she does not care who she hurts, she only wants to win.
Because I want to hold you. I am afraid of you. Because I want to kiss you. I am afraid of you. Because I want to love you. I am afraid of you. Because I want to need you. I am afraid of you. I want to learn from you as you enter me. In [...]