Dark struggles. Dark pasts. Dark Purposes. Darkness lasts. Wait until dawn when your soul can be cleansed. Forgiven. All the crooked made straight with your cancerous sins in remission. Cry on the floor if you must. Grab a pillow and sob if it helps. Let your feelings of guilt or shame, anger and fear fall out of you. Ask for forgiveness from God and beast and man over and over again Seek to save that which is lost including your own soul over and over again Until you at last learn to appreciate your dark struggles as well as your lightness and love over and over and over again. Fight for what is right, little one by resisting the urge to despise yourself and give yourself a chance to change to be more of the person you want to become a person who loves themselves simply because you are here.
Cry on the floor if you must. Grab a pillow and sob if it helps. Let your feelings of guilt or shame anger and fear fall out of you.