Rain Again

So I cave. I become–Silent. Cold. Deadly. Like rain

 I mourn you.
You are a journey
I cannot take.
A fragile glass
that I would break.
 
Too reckless she says.
Too wrong the other one says.
Too much he says.
But
no one hears
what I wish I could say.
 
So I cave.
I become--
Silent.
Cold.
Deadly.
Like rain
on a cloudy day.
Untouched.
But remaining
just the same.