Dark Thoughts on the Floor

Life is a never-ending series of impossibilities and disappointments and I’m done playing them all as if something new is going to happen when I collapse to the floor.

 She collapsed to the floor
because her blood sugar was low.
She just helped an old man
with his oxygen tank
but she couldn’t help herself.
Always taking care of everyone else
but never herself.
There’s never been or will be
a love that lasts forever.
Not even self-love
and she’s given up.
 
One day she will just stop fighting
for her life for her soul.
One day.
She will just
give up everything
again.
One day she’ll collapse
and she won’t pick herself up.
One day
she will finally win.
When she stops playing
this game we live in.
Life.
 
Life is a never-ending series
of impossibilities
and disappointments
and I’m done playing them all
as if something new
is going to happen
when I collapse to the floor.